[His eyes are burning from exhaustion. That's what has him pulling his hand out of Ren's and pressing both palms to his eyes, hunched over with his elbows on his knees.]

I ripped you apart, [he chokes out, hating how weak his own voice sounds and feeling his shoulders starting to shake.] I ripped you open and I enjoyed it. And I can't promise it will not happen again, and it very well might. You can't honestly tell me you feel safe around me.